many thanks

it’s becoming just a little bit too much

but i need to be patient

with the most beautiful patience

because i deserve every good thing

i guess ,

i’m so tired

i need this to happen so soon

as it’s my get away

my break , my breather

i close my eyes

and as the tears flow

i call ,

i call on to my rabb,

i say please

it’s excruciating

i just want it to stop

and he makes a way for me

constantly.

so today , just like yesterday i give him my all and constantly put my trust in him

i understand that he alone understands and he comes through for me despite how flawed i am.

today i’m thankful for Gods presence in my life !

Alhamdullilah