i guess
well i guess
bad habits take too
long to die
because you constantly remind
me that it is so
i guess we do things
we often complain of
we probably don’t notice
unless others do it to us
well i guess
its just one of my nags
but i promise i’d rather be in my bag
sorry it’s just too much for me
cause i’d never.
uno
well , i guess
reflection 1. -taw🥀
in awe
as to how
quick you are to show
yours is yours truly
in total shock that
you’d constantly play victim
no i don’t blame you.
i only blame myself
for letting it happen
being amazing
and genuinely
caring wholeheartedly
nothing serious
just in ,
in awe
like a hex constantly jinxing
when i swear it’s better
it shows me it’s still in ctrl
did i forget
it was too good to be true
a spam of yellow days
was i almost forgetting
days of the blue
wow , you really must have thought
reality always on a clock
same old tick tock
always around the block
lurking waiting for a simple slip
i spoke so high of the yellow
it got tired of me
probably i do not deserve it fully
i say
probably
bloom ,
here’s a thing or two for you the reader
i hope this meets you well and i hope the days are more yellow than blue , it’s been almost 365 days & i’m happy you’re still here. it’s been rough and tough but i’m glad you stood your ground
yes we have days , yes they take a toll on us
yes yes yes it’s everything , but you know what makes us stronger the fact that we are ready to heal. we do not let the sadness define us. we do what’s best for us , we let go , we move … if you haven’t been doing the trio then it’s time for immediate change.
here’s a thing or two about poetry – (soul food for me )
thing about poetry is , it heals your soul. let’s you know that you’re not alone & reminds you of how great your journey has been & i love that i write. because my words help me heal overnight , i plant seeds of bloom just before i go to bed & sleep hoping that tomorrow i’m > i was
here’s a thing or two from yurï – tawhida , who is occasionally a sunflower , who will bloom when the light comes. here’s a thing or two from me who has felt & who is still feeling.
here’s a thing or two for you , who deserves all the love in this world , who will heal accordingly, who will forgive , who will let go , who will love.
here’s a thing or two
-taw🥀
Should I let go now
So many thoughts I suppressed
Is reasons I’m alone now
Wish I tried less
And all I said was thrown out
Or kept in cause i’m
ashamed for every moment that I spoke out
Twisted and specific
Why do I always have to think deep?
When the sorrow is addictive
the writings turn cryptic
To myself I will keep
Till I let myself sink deep
thoughts that overpower
with so much confusion
you ask why
constantly
because it hurts more
as the days go by
perhaps it never ends ?
perhaps it ends ?
who knows
because i don’t
and i hate that it’s like that
a really vicious cycle for me
picking up the pieces
just when every thing
is over
it hurts
but do i give up now
just when i’ve made this much progress ?
-thoughts of jumbled minds
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